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Lost In A Rush Of Emptiness

by Bleach Lab

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1.
All Night 03:14
Circling round I wanna take you down Wanna be yours tonight babe One last time Tell me everything will be fine I’ll be yours you know it feels right Wanna know just what it feels like Let me hold you on a cold night You call me crazy Why’d you wanna do that, baby? I’ve been waiting all night for you Wanna feel like gold dust in your hands Do I make you feel alright? Do you wanna stay the night? Wanna show you what it feels like Let me hold you on a cold night You call me crazy Why’d you wanna do that, baby? I’ve been waiting all night for you You’re in the deepest part of mind Inside a box they’ll never find Bury you deep beneath the ground You’ll never be found You could tell all your friends That I broke you apart, I could do it again That’s where it ends You call me crazy Why’d you wanna do that You call me crazy Why’d you wanna do that, baby? I’ve been waiting all night for you I’ve been waiting all night for you
2.
Indigo 04:05
I picture you when you’re leaving A memory for my safe keeping There's something to be said About all that we went through You add to my pain With words I said, when breathing in your name The worst thing that you could do Was lead me back to you Why throw stone in my glass home With a message on a pebble, you let me know You’re outside with a speaker on your phone You play a song Why throw stone in my glass home With a message on a pebble, you let me know You’re outside with a speaker on your phone You play a song that I don’t know The thing I hate about sleeping Is finding out I’ve been dreaming Cause when I closed my eyes I was lying next to you Now you wanna work it out Wanna try, I don’t have time now The best thing that I could do Was to pull away from you Why throw stone in my glass home With a message on a pebble, you let me know You’re outside with a speaker on your phone You play a song Why throw stone in my glass home With a message on a pebble, you let me know You’re outside with a speaker on your phone You play a song that I don’t know The sky turned indigo I’ve gotta let you know The sky turned indigo I’ve gotta let you Gotta let you go Why throw stone in my glass home With a message on a pebble, you let me know You’re outside with a speaker on your phone You play a song Why throw stone in my glass home With a message on a pebble, you let me know You’re outside with a speaker on your phone You play a song You’re outside with a speaker on your phone You play a song that I don’t know
3.
I’ll keep counting empties Until you love me Eventually we’re meant to be I’ll keep counting empties Until you love me A side of you I’ll never see I’ll give you a week or three To be in the state you need to be To love me and all that means Let me lend you happiness The side of you I miss I was sad before I was lonely You’re just saying words, you don’t know me I was sad before I was lonely Before you even knew me Before you even knew me Hide emotions deep beneath the ground The floorboards creak, I hear a sobbing sound You kept me up so late The touch of your hands made my skin vibrate I was sad before I was lonely You’re just saying words, you don’t know me I’ll keep counting empties Until you love me There’s emptiness inside of me The emptiness inside of me Until you love me A side of you I’ll never see A side of you I’ll never see Until you love me There’s emptiness inside of me I was sad before I was lonely You’re just saying words, you don’t know me I’ll keep counting empties until you love me There’s emptiness inside of me The emptiness inside of me
4.
I have questions that I don’t want to be answered There are words I’d rather left unsaid You had the most beautiful smile There’s an image of it playing in my head There’s an image and it won’t let me rest Is there someone you’re holding out for? Baby, I’ve been lying to myself Are you saving all your kindness And your love for someone else? Here we are, we are back to being strangers There’s a shadow of you lying in my bed “I’m On Fire”’s still playing in the kitchen There’s a fire that’s burning in my chest There’s a fire and it won’t let me rest It won’t let me rest Is there someone you’re holding out for? Baby, I’ve been lying to myself Are you saving all your kindness And your love for someone else? And your love for someone else
5.
I want it all, the anger, the rise and the fall I'm hard at hurting and fists are blisterful Aren't you wonderful, irrational You’re right, I want it all You were so cold (I want it all) Do you feel anything at all (I want it all) I’ve been numb for so long Cause I’d rather feel nothing than everything at once I was searching for a home but I was looking in the wrong place All along How could I ever be so wrong? I want it all, the anger, the rise and the fall I'm hard at hurting and fists are blisterful Emotional cannibal, aren't you full, aren't you full? Pulling sheets over my head seems to stress me out I’ve been numb for so long Cause I’d rather feel nothing than everything at once I was searching for home but I was looking in the wrong place All along How could I ever be so wrong? How could I ever be so wrong? Emotional cannibal, aren't you full, aren't you full? Pulling sheets over my head seems to stress me out Emotional cannibal, aren't you full, aren't you full? Pulling sheets over my head seems to stress me out (Stress me out) I’ve been numb for so long Cause I’d rather feel nothing than everything at once I was searching for a home but I was looking in the wrong place All along How could I ever be so wrong? You were so cold I’m a shadow of what I was Do you feel anything at all? You were so cold I’m a shadow of what I was Do you feel anything at all?
6.
Honestly this was never what I wanted Too scared to jump, so I stay just where I started Baby, if you’re feeling down And you want me to hang around You’ll find me where you left me I'm not moving for anything Placid blue, you see me move Hair still wet on a sunny day And my eyes share the same with you Tearful and blue Nothing left to lose If you dive right in, not knowing where you're heading When oceans collide There's a different blue on each side If you don't like what you see Is there something on your mind? Placid blue, you see me move Hair still wet on a sunny day And my eyes share the same with you Tearful and blue Nothing left to lose If you dive right in, not knowing where you're heading I’m too sad to get over you But I wanted to I’m too tired, I can’t look at you But I wanted to If you’re half in, you’re already out Am I enough for you, am I enough? I’m too sad to get over you But I wanted to Placid blue, you see me move Hair still wet on a sunny day And my eyes share the same with you Tearful and blue Nothing left to lose If you dive right in, not knowing where you're heading If you dive right in, not knowing where you’re heading
7.
I’m a lot sadder than I used to be And I’m not quite sure that we were meant to be in love Wait for you to come home But you’re never coming back, I’m all alone again I don’t think you’re ever coming back, I’m all alone again I don’t think you’re ever coming back Cut, hurt and bruised Oh baby, I feel so used I never wanna go back to the way things were Cause I always lose You hit me like a car crash burning through the sky It only took one moment Baby, you were gone in the blink of an eye Baby, you were gone in the blink of an eye Baby, you were gone Your hands on my skin don’t mean a thing If they’re not in love with what I hold within If you could find the light that I shine in someone Then you’ve done well In someone, then you’ve done well Tell me are you looking Cut, hurt and bruised Oh baby, I feel so used I never wanna go back to the way things were Cause I always lose You hit me like a car crash burning through the sky It only took one moment Baby, you were gone in the blink of an eye Baby, you were gone in the blink of an eye Baby, you were gone in the blink of an eye Baby, you were gone in the blink of an eye Baby, you were gone
8.
Smile For Me 04:36
Who do they think they are? They hide like shadows in the dark Who do they think they are? Your breath drips down my neck It feels like red wine Like red wine Smile for me, won’t you smile for me? It’s as if you think that I owe you anything If I do as you please, will I realise what it means Will I gain some clarity Or will you just let me be? There's a knock at my door It must be the devil calling The devil calling There’s a knock at my door It must be the devil calling Didn’t know you were calling Smile for me, won't you smile for me? It’s as if you think that I owe you anything If I do as you please, will I realise what it means Will I gain some clarity Or will you just let me be? Keep your hands to yourself I know it must be hard to think We don't owe you anything Keep your hands to yourself I know it must be hard to think We don't owe you anything Keep your hands to yourself I know it must be hard to think We don't owe you anything Keep your hands to yourself I know it must be hard to think We don’t owe you anything
9.
Am I awake? Am I even alive? The sun’s stopped shining through at the corner of the blinds Don’t wanna speak I can’t bear the reply So I’ll keep on watching eagerly until you give me a sign Temporary love sent me spinning around It lifted me up and dropped me straight back down Been falling hard but this is where it ends for us Please leave the light on I can’t bear to be alone I’ve been waiting years for someone who feels like home Don’t close the door babe Leave it open just ajar I’ll be waiting patiently ‘cause we’ve come this far Temporary love sent me spinning around It lifted me up and dropped me straight back down Been falling hard but this is where it ends for us Temporary love sent me spinning around You lifted me up and dropped me straight back down Been falling hard but this is where it ends for us Please leave the light on, if you care Please leave the light on, if you care Please leave the light on, if you care Please leave the light on, if you care
10.
If I stare and walk away Would you dare to turn and say You’re better than this Uptight and out of control Emotionless and most of all You portray me as A piece of porcelain Delicate and brittle skin Everything I’ve ever known Life gets better It's not easy at times I change with the weather Whether it rains or it shines I want you to know I’m doing fine Life gets better Standing still and yet I sway Why do I feel this way? Close my eyes, I'm out of sight I still insist that I am worthless Life gets better It's not easy at times I change with the weather Whether it rains or it shines I want you to know I’m doing fine Life gets better Life gets better Life gets better Life gets better Life gets better (Life gets better) Life gets better (Life gets better) Life gets better (Life gets better) Life gets better (Life gets better) Life gets better
11.
(coda) 01:12

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released September 22, 2023

Produced by CATHERINE MARKS at EASTCOTE STUDIOS
Mixed by CAESAR EDMUNDS at PALATINE HILL
Engineered by GEORGE MURPHY at EASTCOTE STUDIOS
Mastered by KEVIN TUFFY at MANMADE MASTERING
All songs written and performed by BLEACH LAB
Featured Musicians: ZARA HUDSON-KOZDOJ; cellist on Indigo, Counting Empties, Saving All Your Kindness & (coda)
Managed by EMILY STREET at INTERLAND MUSIC MANAGEMENT
Artwork photography by POLOCHO
Vinyl design by ANNA KEHRER

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Taking inspiration from the likes of Mazzy Star and The Smiths, Bleach Lab have fused their own introspective yet emotionally frenetic soundscape

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